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Title: The Pariah
Author: Elle
E-mail: elle@sparbust.fsnet.co.uk or ellerob@hotmail.com
Rated: PG-13
Challenge No: 184 - We all know Mark's brother Stacy is a sleepwalker. What
if, Steve starts to sleepwalk? Why is he sleepwalking? And how does Mark
handle it?
Summary: Steve is faced with a really difficult problem and, as a result of
the mental stress, begins to sleepwalk.
Any/all feedback more than welcome.

 

Title: The Pariah

Rating: PG13 - Drama/Angst

Series: Diagnosis Murder

Author: Elle

Disclaimer: The characters in this story belong to CBS and Viacom. This is a piece of fan fiction, written for pleasure and not for profit. The characters are borrowed for the purpose of the story.

This story is written in response to Betty's Challenge No. 184 (We all know Mark's brother Stacy is a sleepwalker. What if, Steve starts to sleepwalk? Why is he sleepwalking? And how does Mark handle it?) which is featured on Singing Wolf's DM Challenge Page.


Chapter 1 - A TROUBLED MIND

A noise woke Mark Sloan in the early hours of Wednesday morning. A loud bump followed by a muffled expletive. Mark recognised the voice immediately. It belonged to his son, Steve. Mark was out of bed in an instant.

"Steve are you alright?" he called out as he entered the living room, switching on the light, momentarily blinding both him and his son. When his eyes had adjusted to the brightness Mark discovered Steve sitting on the sofa holding on to his shin with both hands.

"I walked into the coffee table", Steve informed his father.

"Let me take a look", said Mark, crossing over to where Steve was sitting and prising his son's hands away from his leg to take a closer look at his shin. The skin was broken and a thin trickle of blood was oozing from a fairly deep cut. Steve had obviously walked into the corner of the coffee table.

"This will need to be cleaned and dressed", he informed his son. "I'll just go get the first aid kit from the bathroom".

"Sure dad", replied Steve, sinking back against the comfortable leather gratefully. The pain in his shin had now subsided from a sharp throbbing pain to a muted ache.

"So did you come up to get a drink?" asked Mark as he returned with the first aid kit and set about cleaning and dressing the wound.

"I don't know dad", Steve replied truthfully. "I just woke up when I felt the pain in my shin and found myself standing in the living room".

Mark looked up at his son anxiously. "Oh no", he thought silently. "Don't tell me that Steve has started sleepwalking".

---

"So you found Steve standing in the middle of the living room with no idea how he got there?" asked Jesse Travis later on that morning as he and Mark sat in the doctor's lounge enjoying a coffee. "Has he ever sleepwalked before Mark?"

"No. Never". Mark replied, running a hand distractedly through his shock of thick, white, hair.

"Well maybe this is just a one off", said Jesse, trying to reassure Mark. "Maybe he's worrying about something - that's often what sparks off an incident. Did you ask him if he had anything particular on his mind that might be bothering him?"

"Yes I did Jess - and he said no. But ….", Mark frowned.

"But what?" Jesse's bright blue eyes were full of concern.

"I know my son Jesse. Very well. And I think something is, and has been, bothering him for quite a while".

---

"Say lieutenant - do you mind if we just swing by the convenience store on the corner of 11th? I need some more cigarettes".

Todd Brown, the young sergeant Steve had been asked to 'babysit' until he settled in at the precinct turned to smile over at Steve.

Steve felt his heart sink but he hid his dismay. "Sure", he agreed. No sense in making a huge fuss about it after all. Because maybe, just maybe, he had been wrong, thought Steve, as he pulled up at the kerb and Todd Brown leapt out of the car and strolled into the store. And then again, thought Steve, as he unbuckled his belt and followed the young man inside, maybe he hadn't.

---

Another noise. This time the sound of the front door being unbolted and opened. Mark was out of bed in seconds and got to the front door in time to see Steve, barefoot, clad only in his jeans, walking out of the door and down the front steps.

"Steve - son - where are you going?" asked Mark, as he caught up with Steve and touched him, gently, on the arm. Steve stopped walking but he didn't respond to his father's question. While he gave every appearance of being awake, Mark knew that his son was, in fact, asleep. He had, after all, seen this sort of behaviour so many times before with his brother, Stacy.

"Steve - wake up", said Mark, crossing in front of his son and grasping both of his arms firmly, before giving him a gentle shake, knowing full well that it was a popular misconception that waking someone who was sleepwalking could harm them. Far more harmful to let them carry on when they might cause themselves injury.

"Dad?" Steve's voice was full of puzzlement as he woke up to find himself standing outside in the driveway of the house, dressed only in his jeans, with his father shaking him gently. "What happened? What am I doing out here?"

"You were sleepwalking son", said Mark, slipping a comforting arm around Steve's shoulders. "Come on", he added as Steve shivered. "Let's get you back indoors in the warm".

Once inside, Mark locked and bolted the front door before turning to face his son.

"Is there anything worrying you Steve?" he asked.

Steve hesitated for just a fraction before replying "No dad". That hesitation was enough for Mark to know that something was wrong but, short of applying either thumbscrews or pentathol he knew that, unless Steve was ready or wanted to tell him, then he was going to keep whatever was worrying him very firmly to himself.

---

As he headed back down to his apartment, Steve came to a decision. He couldn't allow the situation to continue any longer. It was already affecting his sleep, causing him to sleepwalk like his uncle Stacy and it wouldn't be much longer before his father would insist on sitting down for a man to man chat to find out what was going on or, worse still, insist that his son undergo tests to discover if there was perhaps a medical reason for his somnambulance.

Steve knew that the decision he had reached, the only decision he could make he reasoned as he slid back into bed and pulled the covers over him, was going to ensure that his life was about to become very difficult and, in all probability, very, very unpleasant and the last thing Steve wanted was to worry his father.

---

"Morning lieutenant", Todd Brown greeted Steve the following morning. "Rough night?" he asked, noting the man's pale complexion and the dark circles under his eyes.

"Something like that", Steve replied tersely.

Todd frowned at Steve's curtness. "Is something wrong lieutenant?" he asked.

Steve looked up at the young man as he sat down behind his desk. Brown was leaning over his desk, his green eyes filled with confusion at Steve's attitude, which had, up until that moment, been pleasant and friendly. Steve hated himself for what he was going to do next but, as he saw it, he had little choice in the matter. His eyes swept over Todd as though seeing the sergeant for the first time. Brown was a handsome guy with almost model good looks. Tall, lean and muscular with thick blonde hair, clear blue eyes and a flawless complexion. A real all American boy. 26 years old, single, he had had, up until that precise moment, an exemplary record in the force. Had being the operative word thought Steve.

"No", Steve replied, finally, in response to Todd's question. "Nothing is wrong sergeant".

But it soon would be, thought Steve, as he sent Brown off to records to collect some old files. As soon as Todd left the office, Steve picked up the phone and rang Chief Masters.

---

Chief Masters' face remained impassive while Steve relayed both what he had seen, and heard, over the past few weeks. He remained silent for a long time after Steve had finished speaking and then, finally, he leant forward, formed his fingers into a temple upon which he rested his chin, and fixed Steve with a level gaze.

"These are VERY serious allegations you are making lieutenant", he said softly.

"Yes sir, I know that", Steve replied.

"And you are absolutely certain - both of what you heard, and what you saw?"

"Absolutely certain sir".

"Very well". Masters leant back in his chair and sighed. "I trust your judgment lieutenant. 100%. But you know what will happen once internal affairs become involved?"

Steve nodded. He knew only too well that, once the machinery was set in motion, Brown's life would be put under a microscope, as would those of his friends and acquaintances, both inside and outside of the police force.

"I don't guess I have to tell you that your life could become very difficult lieutenant?" the chief continued.

"I know that sir", Steve replied. And he did, only too well. Once it became common knowledge that Steve had made accusations of corruption and fraud against a fellow officer, he would be ostracised, even by the colleagues who knew him well. Regardless of the fact that Brown was involved in extortion and god knew what else, all of which would be revealed in the fullness of time, it would be Steve who would be considered the guilty party for breaking the code of honour: never inform on another cop.

"Brown is only 26", mused the chief. "With an excellent record in the force. But", the chief stood up. "If he's dirty then I don't want him, either in my precinct, or in the force. I'll get onto the internal affairs group now Sloan. No need to let Brown know what's going on just yet. He'll find out soon enough".

---

In the early hours of Friday morning, Mark was woken by a loud crash. He discovered Steve in the kitchen, attempting to make a sandwich. The crash had been the plate he had inadvertently dropped and broken as he extracted it from the cupboard. Mark woke his son gently and, as Steve made his way back to his apartment, Mark made a mental note to have a lock fitted to the outside of his son's bedroom door until such time as he could convince Steve to either tell him what was wrong, or to undergo tests to ascertain if there was a medical reason for him starting to sleepwalk.


Chapter 2 - THE BEGINNING

"Jesse have you noticed anything different about Steve over the past week?" asked Mark as he caught up with the tousled haired doctor at the nurse's station.

Jesse hesitated before replying because he knew how much Mark thought of, and worried over, his son. He didn't want to cause Mark any undue alarm but neither did he want the man to be unaware of the facts. So reluctantly, very reluctantly, Jesse answered.

"Yes I have. He's been real quiet and withdrawn. Like he has something really serious he's thinking about. And …", Jesse hesitated.

"And?" Mark raised an eyebrow impatiently.

"He looks real unhappy", said Jesse.

---

Steve was "real unhappy" as Jesse had put it. On the Tuesday following his discussion with Chief Masters, Steve was summoned to attend a meeting with two officers from the internal affairs group where he was more or less grilled like a hapless suspect about what he had seen, and heard, while working with Todd Brown. When he finally emerged from the interview room he was astonished to discover that he'd been there for almost three hours.

"Thank you for your time and honesty lieutenant", said one of the officers - a surly looking man with dead eyes. "We'll handle things from here on in. I don't guess I need to tell you to have as little contact with Sergeant Brown as possible?"

"No sir", replied Steve. Although that, he reflected as he headed back to his office, wouldn't be difficult because, once Brown and the other officers discovered what he had done, he'd be having very little contact with anyone. He'd be a pariah!

Captain Newman, fully briefed on the situation by the Chief, had reassigned Todd Brown to work with Detective Jarrett, one of Steve's colleagues. At the moment anyway Steve reflected ruefully. When Todd had questioned the reassignment Newman had fudged the issue saying that Todd needed to get a feel of how each detective worked. Brown had accepted that. Once he found out about the IAG investigation of course, he would know the real reason for his reassignment. Until then, well all Steve could do was to wait until the bureaucratic wheels began to grind. Once they did - well that was when life could start to get tough. In the meantime, Steve tried not to think about the situation. He went to work at BBQ Bob's, he ate supper with his father, and he did his best, his very best, to convince everyone that things were just fine.

---

On Thursday morning when Steve arrived at the precinct he was met with a wall of silence. He knew then, that the investigation, and his role in it, was common knowledge.

---

"Lieutenant - wait up a minute", Todd Brown called out as Steve was just about to get into his car on Thursday evening. Turning, Steve saw the young man striding towards him purposefully, a friendly smile on his face. The only friendly smile Steve had had cast in his direction all day. But the smile on Todd's face didn't reach his eyes. It was there purely for effect so that, if anyone else should happen to witness them talking, they would see that Todd Brown bore no malice towards Steve.

"I just wanted to talk to you for a minute", said Todd as he caught up with Steve.

"I don't see that we have anything to say to one another Todd", replied Steve, turning away from the sergeant.

"Oh but we do", Todd insisted, reaching out and gripping Steve's right arm tightly, preventing him from getting into his car. "I want you to go see IAG and tell them that you made a mistake lieutenant".

Steve shrugged off Todd's hand. "I wish I could", he said reasonably. "But I didn't Todd, and you know that. Now, excuse me but my shift is over and I'm going home".

"You're making a big mistake lieutenant", said Todd quietly, his voice full of repressed anger.

Steve straightened and turned to face the sergeant, his face impassive.

"All I'm asking", Todd continued affably. Is for you to retract your allegations then everything will be fine. But if you don't ……", his voice tailed off.

"Are you threatening me sergeant?" asked Steve.

"Not threatening no", the man replied, shrugging. "But accident's do happen lieutenant" he added, smiling softly.

---

The sound of the balcony door opening woke Mark. Yawning he checked his watch. 3.30 AM. Mark hauled his weary body out of bed and went to check on Steve. He found his son at the bottom of the balcony steps, rubbing his head.

"Tripped and fell", Steve mumbled by way of explanation. "Woke me up anyway", he added wryly.

"Well that does it", said Mark firmly, as he helped his son to his feet and back inside the house. "A lock is going on your apartment door first thing tomorrow morning".

"You're going to lock me in my room?" Steve's voice was incredulous.

"Yes I am son, for own safety", Mark replied. "Steve", Mark held up his hands as Steve started to protest. "You could have hurt yourself very badly tonight. Now unless you want to tell me what it is that's bothering you, or you agree to come into the hospital so I can check you out thoroughly to see if there's an underlying medical reason causing you to sleepwalk, I am going to ensure that you don't come to any further harm by making sure you stay in your room. So what's it to be?" Mark's eyes met those of his son's.

"Guess you'd better get the lock fixed on my door", replied Steve.

---

On Saturday, two days after the IAG investigation began, Steve was grateful it was the weekend. At least, he thought, as he returned from his early morning run, his father would speak to him! Being totally ignored and having fellow officers turn their backs on you as you approached them was disconcerting, not to mention extremely unpleasant. If his partner, Tanis Archer had been there Steve knew he could have at least relied on her to speak to him because Tanis, like himself, refused to run with the pack, preferring to give each individual the benefit of the doubt until the facts of the matter were fully established. But Tanis was attending a scene of crimes course in Denver and wouldn't be back for another two weeks.

Well, thought Steve, as he poured himself a coffee, you knew it would be tough Sloan but, at the end of the day you know that Todd Brown is involved in something nasty and he probably isn't working alone, so you'll just have to grit your teeth and wait until internal affairs finish their investigation and you're vindicated. Which was easier said than done, he thought, as he headed down to his apartment to shower and dress. Because IAG weren't known for their speedy progress and he was liable to be in for a long, arduous, wait.

---

"Letter for you son", Mark announced as Steve bounded back up the stairs, lured by the tantalising smell of eggs and bacon. "I've put it on the counter".

"Thanks". Steve picked up the letter. It looked official. A brown envelope with a typed label. He turned it over and ran his fingers quickly under the flap without even thinking. A searing pain bit into his fingertips.

"Goddamit", he hissed, as he dropped the letter on the floor and examined his fingers where the concealed razor blade had sliced into them. Blood began to well up, threatening to drip onto the floor.

"What's wrong?" asked Mark, turning round to look at his son, having heard his muttered expletive.

"Oh .. er .. nothing dad. Just an unexpected bill for the restaurant is all", Steve replied, wrapping his fingers in the soft material of his t-shirt to stop any blood dropping on to the floor. Bending down he picked the letter up before muttering, "I … er forgot to brush my teeth dad. Excuse me".

"Since when do you brush your teeth BEFORE you eat?" asked Mark but Steve had already turned on his heel and headed down to his apartment where he made his way to the bathroom, and turned the cold tap on full, holding his fingers under it until the blood flow eventually slowed and then stopped. Reaching for the plasters he taped over the cuts. If his dad asked, he would say he fell over while jogging and grazed them on a rock.

The letter lay where he had dropped it on the bedroom floor as he entered his apartment. Steve picked it up and checked it for contents. There were none. Well, he thought, as he headed back upstairs trying to pretend that everything was perfectly normal, perfectly natural, what did he expect? The razor blade taped under the flap was a very clear message to back off!

---

"Oh come ON dad". Steve was astonished when a locksmith turned up on the doorstep Saturday afternoon to fit a lock not only to the outside of his apartment door he discovered, but also to his bedroom windows. He stared at his father in disbelief. He really thought his dad had been joking when he said he was going to have a lock fitted to his apartment door. "I'm NOT a child", he added angrily.

"I know that Steve", Mark replied patiently. "But you've had two accidents already due to your sleepwalking and I'm not prepared to take any chances as far as your safety is concerned. Now, if you sleepwalk in the future, you can't do yourself any harm. And as for the windows - people have climbed out of them before while sleepwalking", he added, noting his son's disbelieving expression. "Your Uncle Stacy was found wandering down the street at 4 AM one morning having climbed out of his bedroom window on the third floor", he informed his mutinous son. "We moved him to the ground floor after that particular episode", he added, smiling in spite of himself at the memory of two police officers calling at his parents' home in the early hours of the morning, to return his brother who was covered in a blanket. He'd been found by a passing patrol a mile away, totally naked striding along the sidewalk purposefully. When stopped and questioned he was perfectly lucid, perfectly rational, insisting that he was heading off to work. Luckily one of the officers realised that Stacy was sleepwalking and, under gentle questioning had established his name and address before returning him to the safety of his home with a gentle suggestion that it might be a good idea to lock him in his room at night to prevent further incidents.

"But it will be like being ….", Steve's voice failed him.

"In prison?" Mark completed the sentence for him. "Yes son I guess it will". "So why", he added silently, "don't you tell me exactly what's bothering you? Because I know that something is".

"So what time is my curfew?" Steve asked sulkily, after the locksmith had left. Just like being in jail Steve thought mutinously as he grabbed a beer from the fridge. And his dad was his jailor!

---

Steve crawled under the bedclothes around 11.30 PM and heard the click of the bolt as his father locked him in. He so wished he could confide in his dad about what was going on but he had a feeling things were going to get a lot worse and he really, he thought, as he let sleep claim him, didn't want his dad involved. He was, after all, a grown man. He could handle this problem himself. He also knew that the letter was just the tip of the iceberg.


Chapter 3 - PRESSURE BUILDING

Steve went off to work Monday morning with all the enthusiasm of a man about to face a firing squad. If he were honest, he was disappointed with the attitude of his colleagues, men, and women, he knew well and had worked alongside with on some tough cases for long, long hours. Hell, he thought, as he strode into the office, they knew him. Or they should do. He wouldn't make allegations against another officer, especially a young, recently transferred officer, unless there was no doubt in his mind that his suspicions were grounded in fact.

But, then again, Steve reflected as he sat down behind his desk, what it all boiled down to was the code of honour. But, as he sat and glanced around the room at his colleagues, all of whom were avoiding eye contact with him, knowing that he faced another long, lonely day, that was very little consolation.

---

At 11 AM Steve was summoned to the Chief's office.

"Shut the door Sloan", said the chief as Steve entered the room. Steve complied.

"It would appear", the chief said, as Steve sat down, "that this situation is worse, far worse, than any of us could have expected or anticipated. IAG have discovered that Todd Brown isn't the only officer involved in, as you quite rightly suspected, an extortion racket. Several of his fellow officers at his previous precinct appear to be involved in some very unsavoury dealings. IAG suspect, as do I, that Brown requested a transfer here to …" the chief hesitated, searching for the right word, "extend his lucrative sideline. What you've done lieutenant is to rip the lid off a can of very ugly worms".

The Chief paused before continuing.

"Newman tells me the other officers are giving you a tough time".

"I can handle it sir", Steve assured the chief.

Masters swept an appraising eye over the man before him. Sloan was an excellent officer, there was no doubt of that and Masters was glad he was on his team. But Masters also knew that Steve Sloan was stubborn. He'd had first-hand experience of that when, after working on a special squad set up to investigate organised crime, Masters had asked the detective to remain working with him, and had been astonished when the man had politely declined, requesting instead a transfer back to robbery/homicide. While Masters respected the man's integrity and loyalty, there came a time when obduracy could be a positive disadvantage in some situations.

"I'm sure you can lieutenant but you don't have to as you well know. Now I can transfer you out to another department temporarily, or you can take leave".

"No sir", Steve said vehemently. "If I take a transfer, or accept leave, then everyone is going to assume that I'm running away from the situation, that I'm too scared to face up to the consequences of my actions".

"And you aren't … concerned?" asked the chief in a quiet voice.

"Concerned, no", Steve admitted. "Apprehensive maybe. But, sir, at the end of the day what these officers are doing is wrong and they should be brought to account for their actions. I'm not about to buckle under just because of a …", Steve stopped himself.

"Just because of what?" asked the chief, his glacial blue eyes fixed on the detective. "Has something happened detective?"

"It was nothing sir", Steve replied, cursing himself for that stupid slip of the tongue, and automatically tucking his fingers into the palm of his hand.

Masters sighed. Dealing with Sloan was oftentimes like beating your head up against a brick wall except, he thought ruefully; a brick wall would eventually fall over. Not so Sloan who, if he had made his mind up, remained totally unmoving.

"Ok detective, I'm not going to pursue that avenue because I have a feeling that I'll achieve very little if I try. All I want to say is that if you experience any problems, any at all, then please come see me".

---

"Hey Brown - want to come join us for a beer after your shift finishes", Detective Jarrett called over to Todd Brown.

Todd's handsome face creased into a smile. "Sure thing Simon", he replied, smiling triumphantly over at Steve who regarded him impassively. "Why don't you come along too Steve?" he asked quietly as he passed by the detective's desk. "I'm sure your colleagues will welcome you with open arms".

"Back off Brown", Steve muttered, reaching out to take a file from the top of the mountainous pile on his desk.

"How are your fingers detective?" Brown asked casually. "Bet that must have hurt hmm? And that's just the start, Sloan. My friends and I are NOT happy with you detective. Now, up until this precise moment in time I've managed to hold them off but, unless you go see IAG tomorrow and say that you're very sorry but you made a mistake, I can't guarantee that they'll remain … reasonable for very much longer".

"Go have your beer Brown", Steve said wearily, "Enjoy it while you still can".

"Ok", Brown replied cheerfully. "But don't say I didn't try lieutenant. If you don't want to play ball and be reasonable. Well," Todd shrugged, "I guess you deserve whatever's coming".

---

Steve left the precinct around 7 PM, his thoughts focused on a hot shower, a couple of long, cold beers and supper with his dad and, possibly Amanda and Jesse if they happened to call by. Dismissing all thoughts of the day, Steve slid behind the wheel of his car, turned on the ignition and pulled out into the busy traffic.

10 minutes later as he approached a busy intersection and traffic ahead of him began to slow, Steve applied the brakes. Nothing happened. For a split second Steve froze before he began to pump the brake pedal repeatedly. Still nothing. By now the vehicle in front was looming up - fast. Steve wrenched on the handbrake but he realised, even as he did so, that his efforts were futile. There was no way he was going to be able to avoid a collision.

---

Jesse Travis was on duty when Steve Sloan was brought into the ER together with the other driver involved in the rear end shunt, protesting vigorously that he was fine and that there was really no need for him to be there.

"Let me be the judge of that Steve", he said as he crossed over to his friend who was lying, white faced, on the gurney. "Now what happened exactly?"

"Car accident", Steve informed him. "Guess I wasn't paying attention. Ran into the vehicle in front. When can I get out of here Jesse?" he asked plaintively.

Jesse, spotting a perfect opportunity to run the tests Mark had in mind to ascertain whether there might not be a medical reason for Steve starting to sleepwalk, smiled.

"Pretty soon Steve", he assured his friend. "We just need to take a few blood samples is all".

"Terrific", Steve muttered.

---

"How is he Jess?" asked Mark, having arrived at Community General some 30 minutes after Jesse had called him at the beach house to inform him that Steve had been involved in a vehicular accident.

"Oh hi Mark - just fine - truculent", Jesse added, grinning. "I've taken blood samples but I'm afraid that Steve refused, point blank, to an MRI scan".

"Oh well, at least you tried", said Mark. "And maybe the blood samples will show something. Can I take him home Jess?" asked Mark.

"Sure - he's in examining room 1", said Jesse.

---

"I'm fine dad", Steve assured his father as they headed off to the car park. "It was a simple traffic accident is all. Now can we PLEASE go home? I'm kind of tired".

---

"I want Sloan's car checked over with a fine toothcomb", Chief Masters barked, having been informed of the detective's accident. "Because I don't believe for one moment that what happened was an accident".

---

Mark knew, as he drove his son home, that there was something very seriously wrong. Steve was an exceptional carefully driver. He wouldn't have just lost control, or been distracted to the extent he would have driven into the car in front. But, as he glanced over at his son as they headed for home, Mark knew that there was no way Steve was going to tell him what was going on. Not until he was good and ready. Well, that, thought Mark, as he pulled into the drive of the beach house, wasn't good enough. Something was wrong. Very seriously wrong. And if Steve wouldn't tell him what was going on then Mark would go see Chief Masters or Captain Newman and find out if something at work was troubling his son. Oh he would be discreet about it, thought Mark, as he unlocked the front door. He didn't want, in any way, to embarrass his son. But he would get to the bottom of this problem one way or another - and sooner rather than later.

---

Steve headed for the fridge the moment they entered the beach house, grabbing a beer for him and his dad. Popping the tops he took two long, hard pulls, of his before slumping down on the sofa.

"I'll get supper started", said Mark, smiling over at his son who, he realised, was lost in a world of his own.

"Great dad", Steve said distractedly.

"Steve …", Mark started to say, at which precise moment the phone rang.

"I'll get it", Steve volunteered, crossing over to the phone on Mark's desk, snatching up the receiver.

"Steve Sloan", he announced.

"I understand you had an accident today Lieutenant Sloan", a voice Steve didn't recognise purred down the phone. "I'm glad you weren't hurt. It was just fortunate that you weren't driving any faster. Next time you may not be so lucky".

"Go to hell", Steve snapped, slamming down the receiver.

"Who was that?" asked Mark, looking over at this son who was, Mark noticed, standing looking at the phone as though he would like to rip it out of the wall.

"Captain Newman", Steve lied. "Just checking to see if I was ok to go in to work tomorrow. Can I ride in with you dad?"

"Of course", Mark replied cheerfully. "Now come eat son, supper's ready".



Chapter 4 - THE ASSAULT

"Good news Mark", Jesse greeted his colleague the following morning. "The blood results on Steve came through and everything is perfectly normal. Of course if we could persuade him to have an MRI scan …..", Jesse's voice tailed off as they both contemplated the likelihood of that occurring.

"Well I guess that's one piece of good news but, to be honest, Jesse, I don't think Steve's problem is medical. I'm convinced he has something on his mind. My brother Stacy sleepwalks whenever he gets stressed which, in Stacy's case is most of the time", Mark recalled, laughing. Running a chain of highly successful soda shops meant that Mark's brother was under almost constant pressure as he worried about the hundred and one day to day problems that arose from running a business. Mark had tried to persuade his brother on more than one occasion to slow down, maybe even to think of retiring, but Stacy wouldn't hear of it. He thrived on the buzz, he informed Mark and so what if every now and then he happened to sleepwalk. People suffered from worse things in life. Compared to someone with heart disease, or cancer, Stacy considered himself a lucky man.

"Steve has been stressed before - plenty of times", Jesse pointed out hesitantly. "I wonder why now should be any different?"

"I don't know Jess", Mark admitted. "But I fully intend to find out", he added grimly.

---

"Just as you suspected Chief", said Captain Newman later that afternoon. "The brake pipes on Sloan's car were cut. It was no accident".

---

"Oh man I am wiped out", Jesse complained after the last of the customers had left BBQ Bob's on Friday evening.

Steve looked over at the young man sympathetically. He did look tired.

"You go on home Jess", he offered. "I'll lock up here".

Jesse didn't need to be told twice. Flashing a smile at Steve, he left the restaurant at a run. Steve heard his car start up and pull out of the parking lot before fading away into the distance. He busied himself tidying up, putting chairs on tables, clearing up the kitchen and he was just about to start cashing up when the door to the restaurant opened.

"Sorry we're closed", he called out, turning just in time to see Todd Brown, followed by three burly looking men, come in.

"Alone at last", said Todd, laughing at his own humour. "Now, lieutenant, my friends and I have a score to settle with you".

---

Jesse was halfway home before he realised he'd left his jacket, containing the keys to his apartment, back at the restaurant.

"Oh man", he wailed, as he prepared to do a u-turn.

---

"This won't achieve anything Brown", said Steve, as two of Todd's colleagues, grabbed hold of him roughly. "Even if I could retract my allegations - which I won't - internal affairs has already got enough on you and your fellow officers to bring a string of convictions against you all for corruption and fraud".

"Oh we know that" Todd replied amiably. "Consider this payback Sloan", he added as, approaching Steve, he lashed out savagely, landing a ferocious punch to Steve's abdomen. If it hadn't been for the two men holding Steve upright he would have collapsed from the force of the blow. As it was he was bent almost double with pain. In the next instant, a hand had gripped his hair, jerking his head up and a fist connected, hard, with his jaw. Steve staggered backwards, dazed. After that, what happened became a blur as Todd Brown and his colleagues set to work on him with their fists and, when Steve eventually collapsed and they let him fall to the ground, with their feet. A red mist of pain descended on him, as a further kick to his abdomen sent a white sheet of agony radiating throughout his entire body, Steve felt himself slipping into oblivion. His last conscious thought was that at least he wouldn't feel anything else.

Jesse pulled up outside the restaurant, leaving the engine running, planning just to run in, grab his jacket, and then head straight for home again. As he reached the door, he was both surprised and alarmed to find it partially open.

"Steve", Jesse called out cautiously, as he entered the restaurant where, to his horror, he found his friend lying unconscious.

"Oh God Steve!" Jesse exclaimed, kneeling down over the prone figure of his friend, his eyes already assessing the damage.

"Jesse", Steve whispered.

"Don't talk and DON'T move", said Jesse, reaching for his mobile and dialling 911.

"Jess", Steve persisted. "I don't want my dad to find out about this".

"Steve are you crazy?" Jesse exclaimed, his eyes sweeping over his friend, wincing at the damage to his face. His nose was bleeding heavily; both his eyes were swollen and already turning black. Judging from the way Steve was breathing it was also likely he had several broken ribs. Not to mention any other number of possible internal injuries. And Steve didn't want his father to find out?

"I'm sorry Steve", Jesse said firmly. "But right after I get you admitted to Community General I'm calling your dad".

"No …..". Despite Jesse's retraining hands, Steve struggled to sit up. "I don't want to worry him". Pushing Jesse aside Steve stood up, holding on to the counter for support.

"And how, exactly, are you planning on concealing your injuries from your dad?" asked Jesse, shaking his head at his friend's obduracy.

"I …..", Steve got no further. A wave of pain washed over him. He staggered backwards against the counter; his legs buckled underneath him and he lost consciousness.

---

"How is he Jesse?" asked Mark, his face creased with worry. Jesse had called Mark at the beach house a little after midnight, after Steve had been admitted to the ER. Mark had dressed in seconds and had driven to the hospital as though the hounds of hell were pursuing him.

"Complaining", said Jesse, grinning. Steve had regained consciousness in the ambulance and by the time they had got to Community General he was insisting that he was fine and that he wanted to go home. It was only when Jesse threatened to sedate his friend that Steve quietened down and allowed himself to be subjected to a battery of tests.

"Seriously Mark", Jesse continued. "The cuts and bruises will heal, in time. As will the ribs - three are cracked. They'll give Steve some pain for a while but nothing that he hasn't experienced in the past. But ….", Jesse's voice tailed off.

"But what? What are you holding back from me Jess?" asked Mark.

"I think Steve has a ruptured spleen", said Jesse quietly. "His abdomen is painful and tender and his abdominal muscles feel rigid. I'm waiting for the x-ray results now. I guess I don't need to tell you that if, as I suspect, the spleen has been ruptured, we'll need to operate right away because the blood loss could prove to be fatal".

Mark groaned and ran a hand through his hair. "What happened Jesse - do you know?"

Jesse shook his head. "When I got back to the restaurant, Steve was lying on the floor. He said that he was attacked by two men who were after the takings from the till but the money was still in the register when I checked".

"Maybe they were disturbed when you arrived", Mark commented.

"I didn't see anyone when I pulled up Mark", said Jesse. "My guess is that whoever did this was long gone and it had nothing, absolutely nothing, to do with robbery. I think it's all connected to Steve's car accident the other day and maybe it's also the reason he's started sleepwalking".

"Well whatever happened", said Mark grimly. "I'm going to find out".

---

"An operation!" Steve exclaimed. "What for? I feel fine - a little bruised maybe but nothing that won't heal".

"Steve!" Mark regarded his son with growing frustration. "The x-rays show that you have a severely ruptured spleen as a direct result of the beating you sustained. The covering of the spleen and the tissue inside have been torn and it's bleeding, heavily, into your abdomen which is why your abdomen feels painful and tender".

"So", Steve regarded his father mutinously. "Can't you give me something to stop the bleeding? I don't WANT an operation dad. I want to go home".

Mark took a deep breath, counted to 20, and then released it gently.

"If the rupture was small, we could close it off which would still", Mark held up his hands as his son started to say 'well then', "require an operation. But the damage is substantial Steve", he continued. "And unless we operate quickly then the blood pressure in your body will fall and you will go into shock and in all likelihood die. Son", Mark continued softly. "I know how much you hate hospitals and surgery and that's not surprising after what you've been through in the past. And I wouldn't be standing here telling you needed this operation if I didn't think it was absolutely essential".

Steve sank back against the pillows wearily.

"Ok", he reluctantly agreed. "But I don't want to stay in hospital another minute than is absolutely necessary", he added.

"Agreed", said Mark.

---

"What are those for Jesse?" asked Steve, his eyes widening in alarm as Jesse approached his bed carrying three hypodermic needles in a metal kidney dish.

"Vaccinations", Jesse informed his friend as he began swapping Steve's right arm.

"Since when do you have to be vaccinated for surgery?" Steve asked testily, shifting uncomfortably in his bed. Despite what he had said earlier he was in a considerable amount of discomfort and it had, over the last hour, been getting steadily worse.

"Since you're having a splenectomy", Jesse replied matter of factly, picking up the first hypodermic. "Trust me Steve - you really need these injections. They're to protect you against the risk of infection from Pneumococcus, Haemophilus type B and Meninococcus".

"I didn't realise the operating room had that much bacteria running loose", Steve muttered as Jesse, deftly inserted the first of the hypodermic needles into Steve's upper arm and depressed the plunger.

"It doesn't", Jesse laughed, before becoming serious. "But with your spleen removed the risk of you contracting an infection is higher - particularly against Pneumococcus - pnemonia", he added, seeing Steve's puzzled expression, "So we take these preventative measures now and then, after the operation, put you on a course of long term antibiotics to prevent any possible infections occurring. It's just preventative medicine Steve", Jesse added, noting the look of alarm that crossed Steve's face. "There's a small increased risk that you'll be more susceptible to infections in the future because any bacteria in your system won't be filtered out of the bloodstream as effectively but, and I stress, it is a very small risk. You're fit and you're healthy and, provided you have regular flu jabs in the future, I don't envisage you having any long-term problems as a result of having your spleen removed".

Once the third vaccination had been carried out Jesse threw the empty hypodermic into the kidney dish with the other two. "Good", he said, turning back to his friend. "Now Susan will be in in just a minute to give you your pre-op and I'll see you down in the theatre in about half an hour".

"Terrific", muttered Steve.

Chapter 5 - SERIOUS TALK

"Dr. Sloan - I heard about your son - how is he doing?" asked Chief Masters the following morning as he entered the doctor's lounge to find Mark sitting on the sofa looking as though he hadn't had a wink of sleep all night which, Mark reflected, he hadn't. Steve had been taken down to surgery where Jesse had conducted the splenectomy. The operation had gone smoothly and Steve was now sleeping.

"He'll recover Chief Masters", said Mark. "In time. In the meantime, I'd like to know just EXACTLY what's been going on".

---

"Steve was assigned to a new partner, Todd Brown, a little over a month ago", Chief Masters told Steve, both men nursing mugs of coffee although Mark noticed the Chief Masters didn't touch a drop.

"Yes", Mark nodded. "He mentioned it to me. Sergeant Brown was transferred from the West Hollywood precinct".

"Exactly so", the Chief replied. "He requested the transfer. Said he wanted to broaden his experiences. I suspect his real intention was to expand his lucrative sideline".

Mark raised an eyebrow at this statement.

"Todd Brown is involved in an extortion and corruption racket Dr. Sloan. He's one of a core group of officers - the rest being colleagues who worked with him at the West Hollywood precinct. Steve walked in on Sergeant Brown a few weeks ago when he was threatening a storekeeper, demanding money in exchange for protection. Brown glossed it over, said that Steve had misheard him but your son was convinced he had heard right the first time and so he kept an eye, a very close eye on the sergeant and, eventually, he realised that he had been right. Which is when he came to see me".

Masters sighed, stretching out his long, long, legs.

"I don't have to tell you Dr. Sloan how … poorly a cop is viewed if he makes accusations against a fellow officer - no matter how well grounded in fact those accusations might be. Steve knew the risks he was taking and, I gather from Captain Newman that, for the last few weeks, he's been ostracised by his colleagues for his actions. He hasn't had a happy time of it Dr. Sloan".

"I KNEW he was hiding something from me", exclaimed Mark. "With all the stress and worry he's been under it's small wonder he began sleepwalking. And then there were the accidents. The car and …", Mark hesitated. "The letter".

Masters raised an eyebrow.

"Letter?"

"Steve received a letter a few weeks back. He said it was a bill for the restaurant. I don't know why I didn't make the connection earlier because a bill for BBQ Bob's wouldn't come to the house and it wouldn't just be addressed to Steve. I guess I was more concerned at the time about protecting Steve from hurting himself any further during his sleepwalking episodes. But, when I come to think of it, Steve made a feeble excuse and headed down to his apartment straight after he opened the letter. I noticed later on that day he had some tape on his fingers. I didn't think anything of it at the time - Steve said he'd fallen while he was jogging and grazed his hand".

"More likely a razor blade concealed under the flap of the envelope", said Masters. "It's an old trick Dr. Sloan".

"So this Sergeant Brown and his friends decided to get even with my son for doing what any other normal, law abiding citizen would do", said Mark.

"Not any other normal law abiding citizen", the Chief reminded him. "Steve is a cop Dr. Sloan. He turned in another cop. It's an unbroken rule in the force. I know", Masters held up his hands when he saw the furious expression on Mark's face. "It's no excuse and I agree with you. But Steve knew the risks he was taking Dr. Sloan. And he took them anyway".

"My son is a good man, an honest man", said Mark.

"Yes he is", the Chief agreed. "And Brown and his friends will soon be behind bars Dr. Sloan and your son will be safe. And, just as importantly, vindicated. Now", the chief stood up. "I suggest that you go home and get some rest. You look exhausted".

"No", Mark said quietly. "I'll stay here until my son wakes up. Chief Masters", Mark said as the man prepared to leave. Masters turned.

"I want you to make sure that Brown and his 'friends' are put away for a very long time".

"Don't worry Dr. Sloan", the chief assured Mark. "They will be".

---

"Mark - how long have you been here?" asked Amanda, having entered Steve's room later that morning to check on his progress.

"Oh hi Amanda", Mark yawned, stood, and stretched. "A couple of hours. I was just waiting for Steve to wake up", he added.

Amanda smiled over at Mark fondly, touched by his evident love and concern for his son.

"Mark", she said, reaching out to touch him gently on the arm. "Steve is going to be just fine. Why don't you go home and get some sleep. He's in the best possible hands".

"I know that Amanda", Mark replied, settling back down in the chair in the corner, his eyes never leaving those of his sleeping son. "But I want to, need to, be here when Steve wakes up".

---

Steve woke a little over an hour later. Mark was at his side in an instant.

"Hi son - how are you feeling?" he asked gently. Steve grimaced.

"Thirsty", he croaked.

Mark poured a glass of water from the pitcher on the bedside table, inserted a plastic drinking straw, slipped an arm around his son's shoulders to help him up and put the tip of the straw into Steve's mouth. Steve drank the water greedily.

"Thanks dad", he whispered, as Mark eased him gently back on to the pillow where he promptly fall back to sleep.

---

"Time for your antibiotic Steve", Susan Hilliard announced as she came into Steve's room. "No arguments please", she added sternly, as she held out the pill together with a plastic cup of water.

Steve took the tablet and swallowed it reluctantly. He hated, really hated, taking any form of medicine, especially antibiotics which depleted the body's natural resources anyway, for all that, in his case, they were necessary to fight off the risk of any infection occurring immediately after surgery or in the ensuing weeks while he recovered.

As Susan left the room, so his father entered it. Pulling up a chair, Mark sat down next to his son.

"Right then young man", Mark said briskly, fixing his son with a look that brooked no argument. "You and I are going to have a VERY long and serious chat about what's been happening to you over the past few weeks".

---

"Dr. Sloan", Captain Newman looked up in surprise as the elegant white-haired doctor entered the office looking, Newman thought, absolutely thunderous. "How's Steve?"

"As well as can be expected after undergoing surgery to remove his spleen", Mark said loud enough for everyone in the office to hear.

"Well, I'm sorry to hear that doctor", Newman replied. "We all are", he added.

"Really? Why do I find that hard to believe Captain Newman", Mark snapped and Newman looked at him askance. Could this really be the amiable, good-natured Mark Sloan he'd known and worked with over the past year or so since his tenure as Captain? A man who had never been anything other than unfailingly helpful and polite?

"Well er …." Newman spluttered, unsure of exactly what to say or do next. He wondered what Mark Sloan's agenda was because he quite clearly had one.

"I won't detain you Captain Newman because I know how busy you are. What I've come to say won't take very long".

Mark turned to face Steve's colleagues, most of whom were looking as though they would really rather like to disappear in a hole, quick smart.

"You all know me", said Mark quietly. "And I know you - most of you have been to my home and I've welcomed you both as friends and colleagues of my son Steve. And you all know Steve. You've worked with him for months, even years and you know, all of you, that he's a good, honest, decent man".

"Mark …", Newman started to say, but Mark held up his hand. "No", he said, "let me finish Captain Newman", he said, and Newman fell silent.

---

"My son would never make an accusation if he wasn't absolutely convinced it wasn't founded in fact", continued Mark. "And he agonised over going to see Chief Masters about Todd Brown for a long, a very long, time. It affected his health to the extent that … well, never mind that, but suffice to say that it played on his mind for a long time until he, eventually, realised he couldn't stand by and watch a fellow officer involved in corruption and extortion threaten innocent members of the public. And so he did what anyone, any decent human being, would have done. And for that he was ostracised by the very colleagues who should have stood behind him and given him their support".

"Dr. Sloan ….", Detective Jarrett tried to interrupt and Mark whirled on the man in a fury.

"Don't give me all that nonsense about your precious "code of honour" detective because it won't wash with me. Isn't it more honourable to stand by a colleague you know to be honest and decent instead of simply abandoning him? And you, Jarrett, I'm surprised at you in particular. Steve stood by you, even testified on your behalf as I recall, when you faced a disciplinary board hearing last year".

Bob Garrett flushed with embarrassment as he recalled how Steve Sloan had stood by him when he had been accused the previous year of bullying a young officer. At the internal enquiry Steve had stood up and told the board that the officer in question not only had an attitude problem but a chip on his shoulder wider than the Grand Canyon. Garrett had been totally vindicated and the officer transferred before leaving the force after making similar accusations against another officer at his next precinct. It had subsequently transpired the young man was a pathological liar and, but for Steve's intervention and support things might have gone very badly for Garrett.

"My son has gone this whole route alone with no support from any of you. His life has been threatened and now, as a result of a vicious beating he's had to have his spleen removed. And if his partner hadn't forgotten the keys to his apartment and had to go back to the restaurant it's just possible that my son might have died if he hadn't received prompt medical assistance".

Mark's face was stony as his swept over Steve's colleagues.

"I wonder if any of you appreciate the seriousness of a splenectomy? No I guess not judging from your faces. Well let me tell you that anyone who has their spleen removed is more at risk of infection. Steve had to have vaccinations before the surgery to prevent such a risk and now he's on a course of long-term antibiotics to stave off the possibility of any infection as a result of the surgery he's received and he will, in future, have to keep a careful watch on his health because there are long-term risks associated with a splenectomy".

Mark was well aware that he was exaggerating Steve's condition. Oh certainly Steve would have to receive yearly vaccinations against influenza to lessen the risk of developing pneumonia and if he developed any fever or a severe sore throat he would have to consult a doctor rather than ignore the symptoms but, other than that, he shouldn't suffer any undue side effects because, after only a short time, the other organs, specifically the liver, adapted to increase their infection-fighting ability to compensate for the loss of the spleen. But Steve's colleagues weren't to know that and Mark was so very angry with them right at this moment in time that he wanted them to feel guilt and shame for the way they had treated his son and, judging from the expressions on their faces, he guessed that he'd achieved exactly what he'd come to the precinct to do.



Chapter 6 - STANDING TOGETHER

"Oh dad PLEASE tell me that you didn't really go down to the precinct, Steve groaned, when Mark informed him what he had done when he called in to check on his son that evening.

"I most certainly did", Mark replied. "I wanted to tell your so-called colleagues what I thought of their behaviour face to face and that's exactly", he smiled ruefully as he recalled the sea of shocked faces as he walked out of the precinct. "What happened"

"But don't you see that you've made my situation ten times worse?" Steve moaned.

"Well I don't see HOW", Mark replied indignantly.

"Dad I'm not a little kid anymore", Steve informed his father in an exasperated tone of voice. "Sometimes I think you forget that fact. I'm a grown man and I can stand up for myself. I don't need, or want, you going down to the precinct to fight my battles for me. Now my colleagues will think that I'm ….", Steve searched for the right word, "too weak to stand up for myself".

"Steve …", Mark said helplessly. "Son, I just wanted to help".

"I'm tired dad. I'd like to get some rest", Steve said testily before lying back in the bed and closing his eyes, feigning sleep.

Mark stood looking down at his son for a long time before he said, very quietly, "ok son, goodnight", before turning and leaving the room. After his father left Steve lay awake, staring into the darkness for a long, long, time.

---

"I don't know Amanda", Mark said the following morning, as he poured them both a coffee. "I thought I was acting in Steve's best interests but it seems as though, from what he said last night, that I've just made matters worse".

Mark sighed, and ran a hand through his shock of thick white hair. "I guess I did act hastily", he admitted. "But I was so angry Amanda. When Chief Masters told me what had been happening and knowing that my son had kept quiet about it because he didn't want to worry me - well I just saw red".

"Of course you did", Amanda replied, soothingly. "You did what any father would do Mark. You defended your son".

"Steve doesn't see it that way Amanda", Mark said quietly. "He's barely speaking to me".

---

"I want a word with you Steven Sloan", Amanda said in a stern voice, entering Steve's room later that morning where she shut the door, very firmly, behind her.

"Steven?" Steve raised an eyebrow questioningly. "My mom used to call me that when I'd misbehaved so I guess", he sighed, "I must be in some sort of trouble".

"You most certainly are", Amanda confirmed. "Steve what were you thinking of, turning on your father the way you did? He's devastated".

Well, maybe 'devastated' was an exaggeration, thought Amanda, as she watched Steve's face fill with guilt at the thought that he had hurt his father so badly, but Amanda was so mad herself at seeing her colleague hurting that she had gone off very much at a tangent which is what we do, she thought, when someone attacks or hurts our loved ones. And Amanda did love Mark. He was more like a father to her than a friend or colleague. And then, watching Steve struggle with his guilt Amanda felt guilty herself. Oh dammit it she thought, no wonder situations rapidly escalate until they spiral out of control! One rash action, one impulsive word too many and, before you know it, everyone is upset. Amanda tried to backtrack slightly.

"Your dad is very hurt Steve and now he thinks that you're too angry to speak to him".

"Oh hell", Steve growled, running a hand through his soft brown hair. "I didn't mean to hurt my dad Amanda. I love him. It's just that sometimes he can get a little …. Overprotective".

"That's because he loves you Steve and he's been worried sick about you over the past few weeks, wondering if you had something medically wrong that was causing you to sleepwalk. You should have told him what was going on Steve instead of letting him find out from Chief Masters", she admonished.

"Ok ok enough", Steve begged, raising his hands in a gesture of submission. "You've made your point. I'll apologise to my dad. Now, please, I'm kind of tired Amanda. I'd like to get some sleep".

---

When Mark crept, hesitatingly, into Steve's room later that afternoon, he was pleasantly surprised to be greeted warmly by his son who then apologised for his surly behaviour the previous evening. Mark wasn't sure quite what had brought about this turn of events but he was certainly glad that he and Steve were back on speaking terms.

---

"Dr. Sloan - good morning. How is Steve?" Chief Masters enquired as Mark ushered him into the house.

"Fretting", Mark replied.

Steve had been home from the hospital for just over a week and he was driving Mark slowly crazy with his constant pacing backwards and forwards, complaining that he was fine and that he should be back at work. Mark had insisted that he took at least another week, a statement that had gone down with his son like the proverbial lead balloon.

"Well I have some news for him", said the Chief. "I wanted to come tell him personally".

"Please - come through", said Mark, gesturing towards the balcony. "Can I get you something Chief? Coffee? Or maybe a cold beer?"

"Nothing - thank you", the chief replied, before heading out to the balcony where Steve was sitting at the table tracing patterns on the surface with his finger and looking, the chief noticed, thoroughly bored. He glanced up upon hearing someone approaching and all but jumped to attention when he saw the chief standing in the doorway.

"At ease lieutenant", the Chief said, smiling, drawing up a chair and sitting down opposite Steve.

---

"Todd Brown and four of his colleagues have been suspended, and are facing multiple charges of corruption and extortion. They'll be going away for a very long time. I wanted to come tell you personally Sloan", Chief Masters informed Steve.

"Brown had the makings of a very fine officer", Steve said regretfully.

"Yes he did. But Brown had a choice detective - as do we all", Masters informed Steve as he prepared to leave. "At the end of the day, he preferred greed and ambition rather than to protect and serve".

---

"I really wish you'd reconsider taking another week off Steve", said Mark, knowing that his words were falling on deaf ears because once his son had made his mind up, that was final!

"Dad if I stay home for just ONE more day", Steve replied. "I'll go bug eyed nuts. And I PROMISE that I'll take it easy ok?"

It wasn't ok, far from it in fact, but Mark knew better than to argue the point with his son whose jaw was set in a way that Mark knew only too well.

"Well I want you to promise me that if you feel tired you'll come straight home".

"Deal, dad - I'll call you later ok?"

And with that Steve was gone, striding out towards his car, glad to be back on track after weeks of sitting around waiting for his body to heal. Once Steve realised that the daytime soaps were beginning to hold a horrible sort of attraction and he found himself actually WANTING to sit down and watch them, he knew that he just HAD to get back to the precinct. There was bound to be a heap of paperwork waiting for him, he reflected, as he drove along PCH.

He was so deep in his own thoughts Steve didn't realise he was being followed by a tan Mercedes.

---

Steve arrived at the precinct a little before 8 AM. He was heading towards the precinct building when he became aware of a car peeling rubber behind him. Turning, he saw a tan Mercedes heading right for him. Steve threw himself sideways just in time to avoid being knocked down, landing awkwardly on the tarmac, all the breath knocked out of his body. The car screeched to a halt only a few feet away. Steve struggled to get up. The sudden violent movement had hurt - badly. His father's words "don't overdo it son," echoed in his ears. Except he was sure that his father hadn't envisaged a potential hit and run situation thought Steve!

"Hello Lieutenant", said a voice Steve recognised only too well and, looking up, he found himself staring at Todd Brown who was standing over him holding a wickedly sharp knife, which glinted in the sunlight. Brown was turning the handle of the knife round and round in his right hand.

"Get up Sloan", Brown hissed, his handsome features twisted with anger. "Let's finish this here and now".

"Don't be stupid Brown", Steve said calmly as he got, shakily, to his feet. He looked the sergeant straight in the eye, ignoring the knife. "You're in enough trouble Todd", he said quietly. "Don't make things any worse than they are already".

"Worse!" Brown laughed. A hard, bitter, laugh. "How could they possibly get worse Lieutenant? Suppose you tell me that huh? I've lost everything because of you. You just couldn't leave it alone could you? Steve Sloan - the oh-so-straight cop. Well, I might be going to jail lieutenant - but you", Todd took a step towards Steve, "are going to your grave".

"Drop the knife Brown", a voice behind Todd barked. The sergeant turned, slowly, coming face to face with Bob Garrett and three other detectives, all colleagues of Steve's, who had their guns drawn and trained directly on him.

"Stay out of this Garrett - it doesn't concern you. This is between Sloan and me".

"No", Garrett replied firmly. "It's between you and all five of us".

"Well you've changed your tune", Brown replied, laughing sarcastically. "A few weeks ago Sloan was a pariah as far as you were concerned".

"What Steve did was the right thing", Garrett replied, looking over at Steve who, he noticed with concern, was swaying slightly, his face ashen. "What we", Garrett looked over at his colleagues, "did was wrong and we'll all ashamed, very ashamed of our actions. Now, drop the knife Todd".

Brown looked from Sloan over to the four, armed detectives. He could, with one swift lunge, bury the knife in the detective's abdomen before the officers had a chance to stop him but he knew, from the look in Garrett's eye in particular, the man wouldn't hesitate to shoot him. Shrugging, Todd bent down and placed the knife on the ground. Two of the officers then escorted him inside the precinct building where he would have an assault with a deadly weapon charge added to his other convictions.

As he was led away, Brown looked back over his shoulder at Steve.

"This isn't over Sloan", he called out. "When I get out I'm going to come looking for you. Remember that".

---

"Thanks Bob", Steve said as his colleague hurried over to him. "If you hadn't come along when you did …..", he left the sentence unfinished.

"Jack saw what was going down", Bob Garrett told Steve taking hold of his right arm firmly while Jack Cross, another officer and friend of Steve's took hold of Steve's left arm. "He came to get us. We're all sorry Steve. What we did was wrong and it took your father to make us see that. But, we can discuss all this later. Let's get you inside Steve. You don't look so good".

Steve laughed, shakily. "I don't feel so good", he said, before he passed out.

---

When Steve regained consciousness he found himself back in a hospital bed with his father standing over him, consulting his chart. Steve struggled to sit up.

"Take it easy son", his father cautioned. "Your …. accident has caused some slight internal bleeding. Not much", Mark added, seeing the look on his son's face. "You should be able to go home tomorrow. And I mean home son. For another two weeks at least".

Steve moaned, allowing his head to fall back on the pillow.

"Look on the bright side", said Mark. "You'll get to see two more weeks of 'The Young and the Restless'".

"Great", Steve muttered.

---

A crash woke Mark in the early hours of the morning some three days later. His first thought as he hurried to check out the source of the noise was that Steve had resumed sleepwalking and his heart sank. The locks on Steve's apartment door and windows had been removed when Steve had come out of hospital after his operation and, until now, there had been no reoccurrence of his nightly activities. Until tonight. Mark headed for the kitchen where Steve stood, his back to his father, fixing a sandwich.

"Steve", Mark said quietly so as not to alarm his sleeping son.

Steve whirled round in surprise, almost dropping the jar of peanut butter he was holding. "God dad!" he exclaimed. "You scared me half to death. Don't you know better than to creep up on people in the dark?"

"I thought you were sleepwalking", Mark replied. "Cover your eyes a minute son I'm going to put the light on".

"I was hungry", Steve explained, resuming making his sandwich once his eyes had adjusted to the light. "Want a glass of milk dad?" he asked, reaching into the fridge for the carton. Mark nodded. Steve poured them each a glass of milk and both men sat down at the table.

"Chief Masters called earlier this evening while you were still at the hospital, to tell me that Brown and his associates were each given a 6 year sentence", Steve informed his father.

"It should have been longer for what they did to you", Mark replied firmly. "But", he added as he drained his glass and stood up, preparing to head back to bed. "At least it's over now son".

Steve, who had seen the look in Todd Brown's eyes and could still hear him calling out "When I get out I'm going to come looking for you. Remember that", knew that it was very far from being over. When Brown was released ….. but that was 6 years away, thought Steve. There was no point in worrying about it now.

"Yes dad - it's over", he replied.

THE END

Which ending leaves me with the perfect opportunity to write a sequel at some stage!

Elle